Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Perspective

Today I have had a really rough day - Landon still isn't quite back to his normal self and then to top it all off, he woke up with his eye almost swollen shut and so I took him to the clinic and found out he has an eye infection.  I was feeling pretty frustrated this afternoon and then I received an email from my sister, Karalee, in Australia.  She was asking for prayer for the family of their really close friends.  Their friends, have a 3 year old niece who was diagnosed with leukemia a while ago.  Today she took a turn for the worse, her kidneys shut down and the doctors told them there wouldn't be much time.  I read the email with tears in my eyes and thought about how small the things we are dealing with were.  I can't even imagine having a child that sick.  Then, this evening I called Kare and as we were chatting, Kare got the news that this little girl had just passed away.  The parents of this little girl are not Christians, but all of the extended family are.  I cried on my couch after hearing the news, feeling a sense of disbelief and asking "WHY?".  It doesn't make sense, but it sure put into perspective my life and how what we are dealing with is so small in comparison and I found myself thanking God for our health and for my son, even though I felt frustrated and impatient a lot today.  So...remember to thank God for what you have and that even in the moments where you are frustrated and done, it is such a small thing in the big picture of life.  And remember the family of little Charlie in your prayers this week, as they now have to do the unthinkable in burying their 3 year old daughter.  

3 comments:

Jennifer said...

How tragic! I know what you mean about the little stuff being put into perspective. I have 5 amazing healthy children and have to remind myself daily what a gift we have been give. Good luck getting back to normal!

christy said...

thanks for the reminder of how lucky we are for healthy kids, thsi is week two of both girls waking up several times at night so i am pretty tired these days and am getting down to the breaking point. but this blog made me shake me head and feel ashamed that i have been sitting here complaining to everyone who will listen how i am not getting sleep and how i am just doen wiht with them. shame on me.
thanks

Tawn said...

This gutted me like nothing else ... I had told your sister that the very THOUGHT of losing Tias or Siah sends me into a panic. It's hard to "live" day to day, with the frustrations and good days/bad days with the umbrella of "what if" hanging over your head. We have to live - and pray that He will protect ... after all, that's really all we CAN do.